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Oct 30, 2006/10:44 PM

10 mores days...
to doomsday.
ARGHHH

i have a confusion of feelings right now.
it's a mixture of dissapointment, anger, sadness, stupid-ness, lousy-ness,WHATEVER!! i can't think properly right now.

urgh.

i feel stressed by the sergeants who expect us to get marksman. or at least all passes. NO FAILURES.
arghhh.

7.9, 5.9, 6.1, 11.3
what the hell.
that's my bloody shooting results.
i so hate myself can?
and i figured out why i got 11.3 when i was bathing just now.
gah:/

9/11/06
my doomsday.
i am gonna start counting down.
and you know what?
i am really scared. really really scared.
what if i fail?
then i will pull the whole company down.
urgh.

and SHEREEN!!
ok, i am not blaming you or anything.
but i could have been the reserve if you are still in the competition!!
*cries* why do you want to go suzhou??
argh.

diediedie.
i still don't know what's wrong with me.
i think the main problem is my aiming.
gah.
and that fucking canadian bull is so small.
ARGHH~~
i so hope the one during the imt competition is big. at least bigger than the one at safra.
WALAU. i hate safra lah.

and ppl...
you all shall be enjoying the stay in the class chalet while i will be firing the rifle.
WTH!!
arghh~
i am feeling so ARGHH now.
don't even know how i am feeling right now.
i feel like screaming.

i swear i won't take part in this stressful, stupid, killer competition next year.